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Okay, this post has some changes in it. Some names are changed to protect identities, and if that doesn't make sense to you right now, it will by the time you're done. Bold indicates a changed name.
I had a really good time tonight, and had a really strange encounter. First, I went to the Gangster Soiree at Jen’s house, which was fun. Most people were dressed up, and me in my pleather poly button down and green army pants looked pretty out of place, but still, I felt groovy and no one made me feel like I was on the outs. So I had a blast. Gavin gave me a ride back to uni and I grabbed my records and walked to Alicia and Lauren’s house. They said it was close. They lied. I walked for about an hour. Luckily, PJ had brought a ton of Red Bull so I slugged down two quick and had more than enough energy to dance my ass off to Don’s hard house. I don’t think I’ve danced that hard since the B&W tile room in the Limelight. I love it and I really miss it.
So a bunch of us were hanging out with this girl Mary, and we were talking about clubbing, and it came up that I went to the Beat, and JACK, this cute guy, asked if it was a gay club. Lauren cut in and said, “Only on some nights.” and I jumped in and said “I went on a gay night. The crowd was really open.” I sort of felt like people were pulling away from me. I guess it was just me, because JACK said that he wanted to see if this guy he didn’t like was still asleep on the porch (we both saw him passed out, pissed as a newt, a few minutes ago). And he wasn’t there, and this area is kind of away from other people.
He asked me if I was gay. I told him that I was bi. He said he was bi too. Then he tried to kiss me and grab my crotch. Now I liked it. Now he was cute. But while on some level I wanted to, I just can’t justify in my mind hooking up with a random guy that I just met. We ended up just talking, and it was nice. He was pretty straight up, and by straight up, I mean he asked me to have anal sex with him. To say that he’s really curious would be an understatement.
He said he wasn’t out to his friends, and was afraid of what they would think. He told me that he had sex with a transsexual, and that he liked playing with “its dick.” And such. So it was pretty interesting. Unfortunately, his friends came by. His friends were really cool though, so that was okay. I was just hoping to get a chance to talk to this guy. I wanted to help him out. He asked for my number, but because I don’t have it memorized, I couldn’t give it to him, and I guess that probably sounded like an excuse to him. I didn’t want him to think that. I told him to give me his number at some point before the end of the party.
Ah, I guess I was just looking for a friend who’s doing and going through a lot of the same stuff that I’m going through. After his friends came by, and we all sat around and shot the shit for a while, Robbie went away with Lauren.
After that whole thing, I think he was trying to pretend that it didn’t happen. I wanted to talk to him some more but he didn’t seem all that interested. I think the boy has some issues.
He also did this jackassy thing, like the guy on the porch whom he didn’t like, he slapped him really hard when he was passed out. I think he was just trying to escape what just happened a few minutes ago.
Afterwards, the party progressed pretty normally. I got Don’s number and he made me promise to coem over and play Neo Geo (he has a whole ton of cabinets) or he’d “kick me out of EAS.” He was a bit drunk. He’s a fun guy. J He also told me that he wants John and I to create our own EASes back in our hometowns. It’s kinda funny to think about it. He has a lot of faith in us, I think.
Stuttering John (no not THE Stuttering John, just the nice Jewish one I’ve met here) and I got a cab home. We hucked his bike in the back and got home quick.
Okay, this post has some changes in it. Some names are changed to protect identities, and if that doesn't make sense to you right now, it will by the time you're done. Bold indicates a changed name.
I had a really good time tonight, and had a really strange encounter. First, I went to the Gangster Soiree at Jen’s house, which was fun. Most people were dressed up, and me in my pleather poly button down and green army pants looked pretty out of place, but still, I felt groovy and no one made me feel like I was on the outs. So I had a blast. Gavin gave me a ride back to uni and I grabbed my records and walked to Alicia and Lauren’s house. They said it was close. They lied. I walked for about an hour. Luckily, PJ had brought a ton of Red Bull so I slugged down two quick and had more than enough energy to dance my ass off to Don’s hard house. I don’t think I’ve danced that hard since the B&W tile room in the Limelight. I love it and I really miss it.
So a bunch of us were hanging out with this girl Mary, and we were talking about clubbing, and it came up that I went to the Beat, and JACK, this cute guy, asked if it was a gay club. Lauren cut in and said, “Only on some nights.” and I jumped in and said “I went on a gay night. The crowd was really open.” I sort of felt like people were pulling away from me. I guess it was just me, because JACK said that he wanted to see if this guy he didn’t like was still asleep on the porch (we both saw him passed out, pissed as a newt, a few minutes ago). And he wasn’t there, and this area is kind of away from other people.
He asked me if I was gay. I told him that I was bi. He said he was bi too. Then he tried to kiss me and grab my crotch. Now I liked it. Now he was cute. But while on some level I wanted to, I just can’t justify in my mind hooking up with a random guy that I just met. We ended up just talking, and it was nice. He was pretty straight up, and by straight up, I mean he asked me to have anal sex with him. To say that he’s really curious would be an understatement.
He said he wasn’t out to his friends, and was afraid of what they would think. He told me that he had sex with a transsexual, and that he liked playing with “its dick.” And such. So it was pretty interesting. Unfortunately, his friends came by. His friends were really cool though, so that was okay. I was just hoping to get a chance to talk to this guy. I wanted to help him out. He asked for my number, but because I don’t have it memorized, I couldn’t give it to him, and I guess that probably sounded like an excuse to him. I didn’t want him to think that. I told him to give me his number at some point before the end of the party.
Ah, I guess I was just looking for a friend who’s doing and going through a lot of the same stuff that I’m going through. After his friends came by, and we all sat around and shot the shit for a while, Robbie went away with Lauren.
After that whole thing, I think he was trying to pretend that it didn’t happen. I wanted to talk to him some more but he didn’t seem all that interested. I think the boy has some issues.
He also did this jackassy thing, like the guy on the porch whom he didn’t like, he slapped him really hard when he was passed out. I think he was just trying to escape what just happened a few minutes ago.
Afterwards, the party progressed pretty normally. I got Don’s number and he made me promise to coem over and play Neo Geo (he has a whole ton of cabinets) or he’d “kick me out of EAS.” He was a bit drunk. He’s a fun guy. J He also told me that he wants John and I to create our own EASes back in our hometowns. It’s kinda funny to think about it. He has a lot of faith in us, I think.
Stuttering John (no not THE Stuttering John, just the nice Jewish one I’ve met here) and I got a cab home. We hucked his bike in the back and got home quick.
